; Tuesday, October 20, 2009
20/09/09
today is ba xa sister birthday .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TINA ..
well, today report to work .. today detail is at jurong .. hais my leg injured badly that i cant even walk properly .. after that i called my in - charge .. he ask me go back to base .. i feel so guilty, cause of my leg my team left with 2 people .. hais sorry guys .. i didnt mean to leave you all with the assignment but just i cant walk normal ..
after that i headed back to base to show my supervisor my leg .. he gave me off tomorrow to stay at home and rest .. its so nice of him .. i dont know how to show him the appreciate .. i want to recover fast so that i am able to work ..
back home around 1, have a nap till 5 plus than wake up .. no call from ba xa .. till 7 plus than i recieved her call .. hais .. i was so worried and stun .. i dont know what she is doing over there ..
1st: Did she cheat me behind my back ?
2nd: Does she truly in love with me
3rd: What should i do
another 13 more days i going to vietnam le .. i hope it will be a nice trip for me not i sad trip .. hais .. i already numb about this things .. let nature take its cost .. i really hope that nothing will happen and she didnt cheat me like someone who cheated me in the past .. hate that farking feelings .. =(
alright 9 more days going to be my birthday le .. planning to just a simple dinner and a drink .. this year birthday is gonna be alone le .. so many years this is the first time that my loved ones didnt celebrate with me .. its ok .. this year my birthday wish is simple .. i just wanna be with ba xa and hope that she truly love me with all her heart .. thats all i request nothing more i dont care about anything ...
i hope that this year present i will get a potter bag that i wanted it for so so long ... hais william unable to get me one from taiwan cause he said no stock .. hais anyone wanna buy for me ?? oops =x hope this year birthday i will spend it in a happier way ..
Si yuan, Tom, Fabian, William, Ashley, Ang Lin, Aron, Adeline <-- Si yuan Girlfriend, Vanessa, Vicky is coming with me .. well i just hope that 2 person will wish me happy birthday .. wonder will they remember it ?? alright post till here . .will update again tomorrow ...
take care ..
My life is full of worries and painfulness .. when will this stop happening ?? my life is it meant to be like this ??
stopped time //
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
